No matter where you stand.

Whether it is school or college, you make so many friends. Some are just random ones but some are close...really close! When holidays are about to come you all together plan so many outings. We will go here...we will go there etc.

When holidays start everyone is just messed up in their own lives (that includes me too!). Well, that's obvious because you also have your own life, you own issues. You can't just be available 24*7!   

You can't talk to everyone every day. That's not possible! It's not because you are busy or maybe you are. According to me it's just you don't have much to talk about and this reason is quite an understandable one.

The point when you really get worried or should get worried is when you are not been called up for weeks!

A relation can sustain only when both the sides work hard to make it live up. If only one side is bothered then there is no use of banging your head to make it work. Sometimes the feelings are not mutual; we are 5 girls out of which 2 are just living in their own worlds. The one's who use to make so many plans are the one's who have hidden themselves in their shelves. Funny! 

I'm not complaining. This thing really makes me laugh at times. I'm just experiencing and trying to understand that relations are just so unpredictable. You never know who is or will be in touch with you all the time.

Well everyone knows that yeah no one is going to be with you all the time till you die. Still, at least when you are with each other or say studying together in same class, calling yourself a group of 5 girls you should at least message once in a week or two to make sure that everything is going good or not. 

Ppphheewww!!! There is still a lot more to learn. 

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Write i with your heart..

Many bloggers around and there is so much to read.But what kind of writing usually attracts others to comment on your post and and moreover makes them follow your blog?

Whatever you post might be irrelevant or might be about some useful topic or just be about some random thought.It's not always about what you write.It can be anything.The point is how much you get into it while writing it out!

What I usually observe when I post, is that, if I post something I am very much happy about then while writing it out all my happiness reflects in it and if I'm sad and angry my post reflects this too.Readers can feel my anger or my happiness through whatever I write.Well sometimes it gets reflected on a wide range ...I'm usually not that much angry.But while writing I guess everything hidden in you just comes out.Maybe I should consider it as positive thing...or not  

Whatever the point is,the moral is...write anything but whatever you write be it with feelings! It makes easy for the readers to get connected with you or say the burden gets off of your shoulders just by sharing it truly!

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It's over..

It's over...

The fun, fooling around, teasing each other all the time, clearing out misunderstandings, crying for each other and helping out each other in every possible way has just come to its "THE END" is what I'm feeling at the moment.

It started with what everyone uses the word "group". Then everyone faced the ugly truth that it was never a group, there were two groups who used to hang out just for fun.But whatever it was, we were still together (kind off!).

Then came the phase where everyone realized who cares for whom.But still, no one left and were still together spending time and sharing moments, happily!

Some kind of shuffling between the two groups took place and those who actually cared for each other started spending time together whenever they were free, started talking a lot on social networking sites and on messages as well.Whatever the situation was, everyone used to sit and have a little chit-chat despite all the misunderstandings and fights.

Then some new faces came and bonding between everyone took a new shape.Well, they were in touch with us from the very beginning but their presence never used to affect the relationship we all used to share.But now it affected and that too a lot.

In these two years, almost everyone's priorities changed.Instead of some good bonding which usually happens and what usually everyone expects, formed small groups or say subgroups and that too many!

Whatever the groups were, whatever the bond finally formed, everyone was still together and used to fight for each other and used to bring smiles to each other face every day.

Now what I feel like is, everyone is just fed up of each other's behavior and are just wishing the college to end so that everyone could just stay happy in their own lives and in their own space.Now everyone's attitude is "I don't care!". What I can see, everyone is being egoistic, don't want to make themselves bend in front of anyone.


"You want to go home, okay then go!"


There is no one to stop you or there is no one to say "wait, we will go with you". There is no one to say "don't go, the weather is not good...we will plan out something better!".Everyone is like, "Do whatever you want to do, just leave us alone!".

Now no one cares if they don't talk to each other for days.It's just normal because now they have someone else better to talk with!

We have reached the saturation point!

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*Sigh*

*Sigh*



Don't really know what to post.Actually was not feeling like to post anything out. Usually, I'm very excited when I write something over here but since few days I'm like "what to write?". This month is going "so-so" till now.Even my mood is not great. Maybe because I'm tired or something I don't know.

Well actually not well so that's one of the reasons making me feel like to do nothing. Secondly till date since this month has started nothing has been going according to my script whether it's about meeting friends or going college or just even celebrating my birthday!

Well if it's about meeting friends none of us has spent enough time with anyone to have some fun it's like you meet and you go home.
Then I don't really understand why this "mass bunk" thing is going so long !!! As if you are doing some great work at home :/ very irritating !!! I'm getting bored at home.

Then my birthday...didn't go well according to what I planned. It was raining all day as if God was happier than me !!! 

Aaaarrrggghhhh....

Nothing going well ...

But still, I did some good stuff.

Completed The Flash series until the 4th season.Then the 1st season of Riverdale. Planning to complete 2nd season this Sat and Sun.

Everyone is planning to come on Mon so let's hope everything will go well on Mon.  :)

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Busy .. Busy ..

Busy.. Busy ...

I was like " Yay! holidays :D " but it was just for few days I should say.

I was planning so many things that I will do but so many other plans came in and it all just got ruined! >:(

Firstly, my cousin brother's marriage.... 
Almost every day there was some function (you know how Indian marriages are like ! ). For six days my routine was: get up and get ready because there is some function to attend :/

Then I had to go to college because there was some company coming and I was one of the coordinators to manage everything out there.That was fun because there was nothing much to do, was just roaming around but yeah got tired  :(

Due to some virus, my phone got damaged and had to give it at service center ... now my phone is good :)

After all this I'm totally exhausted and not well.But still have so much to do.On 4th Feb I will attend my friends birthday party...actually coming for treat only :p and on 5th Feb I will celebrate my own birthday :)

Very excited...but should "Get well soon" for this... :)

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Monster (Stutter) Study!

Monster (Stutter) Study!

Well, I was thinking of posting this after some time but everyone loved my previous post so thought of posting this as well :)

Again I'm back with "Dark Matters: Twisted But True" and this time I will talk about Monster study.

This episode was all about stuttering.As we all know scientists perform weird experiments all the time and in the old days this was very common. Nowadays many laws have been introduced and it is been taken care that no experiments are been performed on children because earlier such things used to happen whose results were not good at all!

So the episode began with two students out of which one had this stuttering problem. They both wanted to find the reason and wanted to cure this. The guy with this problem was more curious about the cause.According to him, he was absolutely fine until age 8 and it has been said that most children suffer from stuttering and as they grow up they recover but he was not one of them. This made her mother ask him certain questions that he not like others. These questions made him quite nervous and scared him all the time. This caused him to stutter and got so much effect that he could not ever get himself recover from this. So he wanted to confirm that was it with him only or is this one of the reasons that used to cause stuttering.

So he decided to perform certain tests on children to clarify his own thoughts.He went to an orphanage and had a word or two with the owners and the caretakers. All agreed and the experiment began.

The experiment was that group of students was divided into two groups.Children in both the groups were given a speech to read.One group was praised for reading the speech correctly and the other group, a way of giving a speech or say a way of talking or saying was not appreciated.They were said that they used to take breaks in between and they are not speaking properly though everything was actually fine.This was done to induce stuttering in them and they became successful. Well, but the actual reason was that this group got so scared of everything they had to think twice while saying even a small word which introduced stuttering to them.

Now the same thing was performed with the first group as they were all good but the result was same. Both the groups began to stutter. In fact, some even stopped talking!

As the reason for stuttering came in the light now it was their duty to make those children come back to normal.So now while they used to say anything they were appreciated all the time.They thought that by doing this they will regain confidence and everything will be back to normal from where all this started.But this never happened.They were unable to recover from this which made everyone feel guilty!

Everything came so much in the light that they started receiving criticism, almost everywhere!

Case in the Court regarding this began and the result came ...

Those who suffered and were alive were awarded cash, later on, I guess in the year 2007. This case took so much time because there was no eyewitness but somehow the case got solved.

The episode ended but made me feel quite sad. How could anyone just perform such experiments...this episode was very disturbing!

Could not find even a part of that episode on Youtube  >:(
But still Showing you the Trailer...describing what this show is all about :)

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Its gettin' Brainy . . .

It's gettin' Brainy . . .

Discovery Science is back ! :D

Well, I saw this episode in December and had planned to post this on my blog but didn't get much time. But finally, here it is!

This episode of "Dark Twisted Matters" was about Hippocampus. Basically, it is one of the major components of our brain.It controls our memory, let it be short or long!

Well, the episode was about telling the importance of this part of the brain.

Some people use to suffer from brain attacks or say Epilepsy (a better word). It is a common and diverse set of chronic neurological disorders characterized by seizures (disturbed Brain activity). It occurs due to increase in the amount of calcium in the hippocampus. So there was some scientist ( I don't remember his name obviously ! ) he wanted to find the reason behind this. So he figured out that it was all because of the excess amount of calcium in the hippocampus (there were some other reasons too but I remember only this one :) ). He thought of removing this part and wanted to know consequences of doing that. So surgery was done and the part was removed successfully and the person was alive ( I was surprised because it was a major surgery ! ).

Well, surgery was successful but its consequences were dreadful!

The person had lost his short-term memory.He was not able to tell what he had for lunch! He was not able to recognize new people he met since that day.

The scientist was extremely sorry for whatever happened but from this everyone got to know about the role of the hippocampus. That guy was not even able to tell about the past family holidays trips he had enjoyed.
So the conclusion came that this part of the brain deals with the short and long-term memory and solution of stroke is definitely not removing this part of the brain!

Some further experiments had also been performed on him.It is to be said that our brain has two parts, one is declarative and the other one is procedural.
Declaratively is all about the memory stuff that this person had lost.But procedural is all about the movements you perform with your body parts.

A special room has been made for him in which there were no mirrors.It is so because he used to think that his age is still 21 because of his memory loss but the fact was that he was growing old and he had no clue about this.

One experiment was performed on him.

It was that he was given a hand exercise to perform.Scientists knew that his declarative part was damaged but they wanted to know about the procedural one! The first day he performed this exercise, it was to move a pencil in a particular direction (was something like that ! ) he didn't perform it well on the very first day.
Then the second day again the same thing was given to him to do, he performed it better this time and in few days he became an expert!

So it was notified that hippocampus had nothing to do with the brain's procedural part! A person can perform various actions with his parts and that has nothing to do with the memory it all depends on how often he performs them.
For example, we type ... we write... this has nothing to do with hippocampus!

Well that person had suffered from a big loss but in spite of this the whole world learned lots of things and for this, that person is still appreciated!

He died at the age of 83 due to the heart attack I guess.

So this came to the end of the episode!

Part of that Episode available on Youtube :

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I hate this.

I hate this.

Its very irritating, someone posts some sad kind of status on Facebook and when others ask "what happened?" , they say "nothing".

Very irritating...very very irritating!!!!

When you didn't really mean to share anything, the "actual" thing, then why did you post such status. Mostly girls do such kind of things.Don't know why maybe to gain some "TRP's" I should say!

Yeah, you are sad you need to post it off just to make yourself feel a little better.But seriously there is no use of posting like this when you don't really want to share the whole stuff, that thing will still bother you.

That's why its always better to share everything with your best buddy. Well, when the time changes priorities change (said by my good friend). But you don't have any other choice!

Just keep quiet or speak it up..either way... It's only you who has to choose!!

Getting sick of all such statuses even Facebook has stopped asking, "Whats on you mind?"  :D
Even Facebook is getting to know about the useless rubbish stuff going on in everyone's head!
Then it started asking ,"What's Happening?". That too people took very seriously I must say. Posting sad songs and sad quotes surely is an indirect way of telling that "yeah this is happening" :p
Just getting tired of all this Facebook now simply asks,"How are you feeling?" ;)

Anyways, I just really hate this and those who post such stuff everyday I've have just removed them from my close friends list.

Its simple,
         
"You are not in Close friends then you are not in notifications and I don't really care! " 

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Hang till death.

Hang till death.

What can be more disturbing when you don't feel safe where you are living?
Gang Rape one of the common issues, the whole world is facing...
A recent the most "horrifying" and "shameful" gang rape case took place at New Delhi in India.

"On the night of 16 December 2012, a paramedical student was gang-raped in Delhi. The victim and her friend boarded a bus in South Delhi after watching a movie, when they were beaten by a group of six males, after which the female victim was raped."

"The couple were on their way home after watching Life of Pi at a South Delhi multiplex. The couple boarded a bus at about 9 pm when a group of men, who were on the bus, began harassing her. When her friend tried to intervene, he was gagged and then hit mercilessly with an iron rod. Five men then hit the woman with the same rod and gang-raped her while the driver kept the bus moving. At about 11 pm, the couple was thrown semi-naked onto the road. A passer-by phoned the police which then collected the couple and moved the pair to the hospital. The girl had been hit with the iron rod for nearly forty-five minutes.^"
  

This is so disturbing!!!
Currently, the victim is being treated at Safdarjung Hospital where she was on ventilatory support for five days.

The incident has generated widespread public anger and protests on Indian streets and international coverage.The incident was condemned by UN Women, who called on the Government of India and the Government of Delhi "to do everything in their power to take up radical reforms, ensure justice and reach out with robust public services to make women’s lives more safe and secure". 

Its candle march, silent protests, Facebook protests..its just everywhere..and its right!!!

Immediate action and justice should be done on such kind of issues!!!!

Very disheartening ...  



Though the current news is...

"
Six men have been arrested in connection with the incident.

Ram Singh

He was the driver of the bus. He had taken out the bus for a joy ride on Sunday evening. He was the first accused to be arrested and was produced before the Metropolitan Magistrate on 18 December 2012. He had cleaned the bus which was later impounded by the police from Sector 3 of R K Puram on 18 December 2012.

Mukesh Singh

He is the brother of the main accused Ram Singh. He was arrested by the Delhi police in Rajasthan.
When in the Tihar Jail, he was also assaulted by other inmates and forced to to eat human excreta and drink urine, which prompted the jail officials to separate him from the rest of the inmates to protect him from further harassment. 

Vinay Sharma

He is an assistant gym instructor in delhi and was arrested in Delhi.

Pawan Gupta

He is a fruit seller by profession. He was arrested in Delhi.

Raju

He was detained by the police in Badaun, Uttar Pradesh. 

Akshay Thakur

He studied at the Tandwa school in Jharkhand. The accused had gone to Delhi to look for a job.He was arrested from Aurangabad in Bihar.
 "

What I believe is...

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Organ Transplant.

Organ Transplant.

I was watching some episode in Discovery Science which was about how electricity is in relation to our body. Well, I was not watching it from the beginning so I don't know what exact discussion was going on and how everything exactly came up.
When I started watching it was telling that electricity has some kind of relate to our mind and especially with our spinal cord.
Our brain is responsible for every move we make, other than reflexes which are made by signals sent to our spinal cord via nerves.You are declared "dead" when your heart stops pumping blood.

"In 1780 the Italian anatomy professor Luigi Galvani discovered that a spark of electricity could cause the limbs of a dead frog to twitch. Soon men of science throughout Europe were repeating his experiment, but it didn't take them long to bore of frogs and turn their attention to more interesting animals. What would happen, they wondered, if you electrified a human corpse?

Galvani's nephew, Giovanni Aldini, embarked on a tour of Europe in which he offered audiences the chance to see this stomach-turning spectacle. His most celebrated demonstration occurred on January 17, 1803, when he applied the poles of a 120-volt battery to the body of the executed murderer George Forster. 

When Aldini placed wires on the mouth and ear, the jaw muscles quivered and the murderer's features twisted in a rictus of pain. The left eye opened as if to gaze upon his torturer. For the grand finale, Aldini hooked one wire to the ear and plunged the other up the rectum. Forster's corpse broke into a hideous dance. The London Times wrote, "It appeared to the uninformed part of the bystanders as if the wretched man was on the eve of being restored to life."

Other researchers tried electrifying bodies, with the specific hope of restoring them to life, but with no success."

Here is an interesting video, it was the part of that episode (could not find the actual episode on YouTube).

The result of these whole things the electricity applied to stops the body becomes dead again and thus has been noticed that though the brain is dead as well as the heart but through electricity, body parts can be made to move.
Further experimentation led to the discovery of organ transplantation.
If body parts of other human being are transplanted they can still work.Heart and Brain being dead doesn't make the whole body completely useless. The signals sent by a propper working brain could easily make that dead part of some other body move and work normally!

This episode was quite interesting one. Especially the bizarre experiments performed on the bodies made the episode quite "a must watch thing". It was a very informative episode which made me write a post on my blog for it.
Hope you all will find this interesting too :)

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Changing Part 2

Changing Part 2.

Life has changed a little bit more when I compare it to my previous post Changing Part1...
Addition of some more friends and yeah one special friend! ;)
Having fun every day and missing each other during holidays.

Making fun of each other ...
talking absolutely rubbish...
giving stupid names...
giving chocolates...
sharing food...
bunks...
eating during lectures..
and the list goes on and on!

Feel quite lucky that I have them in my life. Everyone is unique in their own way and yeah I really mean this! Never thought that I will have such crazy friends.

Don't want this time to end because after my college days I will be surely missing everyone.


Will miss those sad times that we all faced and managed to solve it out  ...
Will miss those happy and fun moments in which we all enjoyed...

Still, have one more year to go...anything can happen..maybe more fights or more happy cherishing days but one thing I can guarantee for sure is that whatever happens, I will miss my stupid friends who made my college life so special and worth remembering ! :)

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It does hurt somebody

It does hurt somebody.

Have problem???
Then say it!!!
Rather than just acting like you're okay but from inside you're angry and just giving out hints to make the other one guess out that yeah you have a problem!
My advice to such situations is "Face to Face" talk. This will surely clear out the matter.
If that person holds some important place in your life then its better to talk rather than just ruining your relation and regretting this!
When "silence" thing comes in a relationship then it's not a good sign for sure because this "silence" hurts a lot.

Avoiding or ignoring someone can never be a solution to anything.
If a person asks you,
"Is there some problem with me?"
Then give the actual answer.
If a person is asking you this then it means that they care for you and you should give them some respect by giving a proper reply. If they don't care they will never even have a single thought of asking about it.
Problem and silence are two words that can easily ruin a relationship so it's better to take care :)   

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Review about this book.

Review about this book.

I'm giving my review for the first time. That too on a book named "I too had a Love Story".

A nice love story written by Ravinder Singh. A story based on his love life.

A very impressive and bold step taken by him because its not easy to write exactly that occurs in your life!

The lines that really made me feel were...

     "Not everyone in this world has the fate to cherish the fullest form of love.

            Some are born , just to experience the abbreviation of it"

     "You did something to the effect on me, looking all over you I got myself"

Very nice lines !!!!

This book has become quite famous and has become a "National Bestseller". 

Though personally I really didn't felt comfortable in reading the whole book. From where the writer started going much deeper and started telling the phone conversations that he used to had with his girlfriend really made me feel like "This is very personal and should not be shared".

I really don't know if it was really not to be written or I was taking it quite personally!

I don't know but if I have a boyfriend I will really not allow him to put up something that personal.

I mean in everyday life no boyfriend/girlfriend is that much open to tell everyone what they had talked or what they messaged each other, obviously that's something very personal!

So, when you don't have the courage to make some one read you're highly personal messages I guess you also don't have the right to read someones highly personal phone conversations!

But obviously that's my point of thinking I really don't know what others think about this! 

I don't share my personal life with everyone. It depends on the topic that I want to share and with whom I want to share. So that's why I think if I don't have the courage of putting my thoughts in front of everyone I really don't have the right to get into a very personal thought of anyone else!

Apart from all this book is very nice and the writer has guts to put up what actually he experienced. Hats off for this!

A book with a sweet start but a sad end !!! 

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Bad day.

Bad day.

Seriously,

Yesterday I was like "what is going on?"

Yesterday was one of the most disturbing and unhappiest days of my life.

I actually realized that whatever you do some days are really not just meant for you!

Yesterday our gang of five girls had a plan to go out and have fun, but at the last moment plan just went down just because of my two friends. One was ill and the other one had come up with some family problem and I was like aaarrrrgghhhh !

Just imagine plan was made out 4 days before and nothing happened in those four days. Everything that happened was the day we were planning to go out. This really make me upset.

Gang of five girls... two got out... and I was like "what on earth three of us will do?"

I was not really in mood of going any where when the two girls called off!

So I just cancelled the plan...I was so angry...

It was not there fault too I mean fever and family problem... you can never say anything on these issues. Maybe it was a coincidence but still "what a bad coincidence"!

I was angry and didn't talked to anyone for a while and those who messaged I was replying with a fake smile.

Both said "sorry" and I said "its okay".

But I really didn't meant that at all !

I know it was not their fault too because it just happened !

But why the hell it happened ?

Well apart from that....

In the evening out of 124 contacts I picked out one contact who is one of my dearest friend. I thought that if I'll have a conversation with someone I'll surely feel good, but surprisingly it not went like that what I thought!

My conversation with that friend was not good at all! Maybe it was because I was angry.

That conversation was really pissing me off !

So I just stopped that thing and just watched TV. Yesterday even small things were hurting me like fire!

At this moment I'm still angry because till now I've not found that "someone" with whom I can share this and tell how actually I'm feeling.

Then I thought blogging is the only place that doesn't make you piss off  like this so I just thought of blogging it off !

While I'm writing I'm feeling little better but still not getting over this!

Not in a mood to talk to anyone !

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