No matter where you stand.

Whether it is school or college, you make so many friends. Some are just random ones but some are close...really close! When holidays are about to come you all together plan so many outings. We will go here...we will go there etc.

When holidays start everyone is just messed up in their own lives (that includes me too!). Well, that's obvious because you also have your own life, you own issues. You can't just be available 24*7!   

You can't talk to everyone every day. That's not possible! It's not because you are busy or maybe you are. According to me it's just you don't have much to talk about and this reason is quite an understandable one.

The point when you really get worried or should get worried is when you are not been called up for weeks!

A relation can sustain only when both the sides work hard to make it live up. If only one side is bothered then there is no use of banging your head to make it work. Sometimes the feelings are not mutual; we are 5 girls out of which 2 are just living in their own worlds. The one's who use to make so many plans are the one's who have hidden themselves in their shelves. Funny! 

I'm not complaining. This thing really makes me laugh at times. I'm just experiencing and trying to understand that relations are just so unpredictable. You never know who is or will be in touch with you all the time.

Well everyone knows that yeah no one is going to be with you all the time till you die. Still, at least when you are with each other or say studying together in same class, calling yourself a group of 5 girls you should at least message once in a week or two to make sure that everything is going good or not. 

Ppphheewww!!! There is still a lot more to learn. 

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Write i with your heart..

Many bloggers around and there is so much to read.But what kind of writing usually attracts others to comment on your post and and moreover makes them follow your blog?

Whatever you post might be irrelevant or might be about some useful topic or just be about some random thought.It's not always about what you write.It can be anything.The point is how much you get into it while writing it out!

What I usually observe when I post, is that, if I post something I am very much happy about then while writing it out all my happiness reflects in it and if I'm sad and angry my post reflects this too.Readers can feel my anger or my happiness through whatever I write.Well sometimes it gets reflected on a wide range ...I'm usually not that much angry.But while writing I guess everything hidden in you just comes out.Maybe I should consider it as positive thing...or not  

Whatever the point is,the moral is...write anything but whatever you write be it with feelings! It makes easy for the readers to get connected with you or say the burden gets off of your shoulders just by sharing it truly!

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It's over..

It's over...

The fun, fooling around, teasing each other all the time, clearing out misunderstandings, crying for each other and helping out each other in every possible way has just come to its "THE END" is what I'm feeling at the moment.

It started with what everyone uses the word "group". Then everyone faced the ugly truth that it was never a group, there were two groups who used to hang out just for fun.But whatever it was, we were still together (kind off!).

Then came the phase where everyone realized who cares for whom.But still, no one left and were still together spending time and sharing moments, happily!

Some kind of shuffling between the two groups took place and those who actually cared for each other started spending time together whenever they were free, started talking a lot on social networking sites and on messages as well.Whatever the situation was, everyone used to sit and have a little chit-chat despite all the misunderstandings and fights.

Then some new faces came and bonding between everyone took a new shape.Well, they were in touch with us from the very beginning but their presence never used to affect the relationship we all used to share.But now it affected and that too a lot.

In these two years, almost everyone's priorities changed.Instead of some good bonding which usually happens and what usually everyone expects, formed small groups or say subgroups and that too many!

Whatever the groups were, whatever the bond finally formed, everyone was still together and used to fight for each other and used to bring smiles to each other face every day.

Now what I feel like is, everyone is just fed up of each other's behavior and are just wishing the college to end so that everyone could just stay happy in their own lives and in their own space.Now everyone's attitude is "I don't care!". What I can see, everyone is being egoistic, don't want to make themselves bend in front of anyone.


"You want to go home, okay then go!"


There is no one to stop you or there is no one to say "wait, we will go with you". There is no one to say "don't go, the weather is not good...we will plan out something better!".Everyone is like, "Do whatever you want to do, just leave us alone!".

Now no one cares if they don't talk to each other for days.It's just normal because now they have someone else better to talk with!

We have reached the saturation point!

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*Sigh*

*Sigh*



Don't really know what to post.Actually was not feeling like to post anything out. Usually, I'm very excited when I write something over here but since few days I'm like "what to write?". This month is going "so-so" till now.Even my mood is not great. Maybe because I'm tired or something I don't know.

Well actually not well so that's one of the reasons making me feel like to do nothing. Secondly till date since this month has started nothing has been going according to my script whether it's about meeting friends or going college or just even celebrating my birthday!

Well if it's about meeting friends none of us has spent enough time with anyone to have some fun it's like you meet and you go home.
Then I don't really understand why this "mass bunk" thing is going so long !!! As if you are doing some great work at home :/ very irritating !!! I'm getting bored at home.

Then my birthday...didn't go well according to what I planned. It was raining all day as if God was happier than me !!! 

Aaaarrrggghhhh....

Nothing going well ...

But still, I did some good stuff.

Completed The Flash series until the 4th season.Then the 1st season of Riverdale. Planning to complete 2nd season this Sat and Sun.

Everyone is planning to come on Mon so let's hope everything will go well on Mon.  :)

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Busy .. Busy ..

Busy.. Busy ...

I was like " Yay! holidays :D " but it was just for few days I should say.

I was planning so many things that I will do but so many other plans came in and it all just got ruined! >:(

Firstly, my cousin brother's marriage.... 
Almost every day there was some function (you know how Indian marriages are like ! ). For six days my routine was: get up and get ready because there is some function to attend :/

Then I had to go to college because there was some company coming and I was one of the coordinators to manage everything out there.That was fun because there was nothing much to do, was just roaming around but yeah got tired  :(

Due to some virus, my phone got damaged and had to give it at service center ... now my phone is good :)

After all this I'm totally exhausted and not well.But still have so much to do.On 4th Feb I will attend my friends birthday party...actually coming for treat only :p and on 5th Feb I will celebrate my own birthday :)

Very excited...but should "Get well soon" for this... :)

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Monster (Stutter) Study!

Monster (Stutter) Study!

Well, I was thinking of posting this after some time but everyone loved my previous post so thought of posting this as well :)

Again I'm back with "Dark Matters: Twisted But True" and this time I will talk about Monster study.

This episode was all about stuttering.As we all know scientists perform weird experiments all the time and in the old days this was very common. Nowadays many laws have been introduced and it is been taken care that no experiments are been performed on children because earlier such things used to happen whose results were not good at all!

So the episode began with two students out of which one had this stuttering problem. They both wanted to find the reason and wanted to cure this. The guy with this problem was more curious about the cause.According to him, he was absolutely fine until age 8 and it has been said that most children suffer from stuttering and as they grow up they recover but he was not one of them. This made her mother ask him certain questions that he not like others. These questions made him quite nervous and scared him all the time. This caused him to stutter and got so much effect that he could not ever get himself recover from this. So he wanted to confirm that was it with him only or is this one of the reasons that used to cause stuttering.

So he decided to perform certain tests on children to clarify his own thoughts.He went to an orphanage and had a word or two with the owners and the caretakers. All agreed and the experiment began.

The experiment was that group of students was divided into two groups.Children in both the groups were given a speech to read.One group was praised for reading the speech correctly and the other group, a way of giving a speech or say a way of talking or saying was not appreciated.They were said that they used to take breaks in between and they are not speaking properly though everything was actually fine.This was done to induce stuttering in them and they became successful. Well, but the actual reason was that this group got so scared of everything they had to think twice while saying even a small word which introduced stuttering to them.

Now the same thing was performed with the first group as they were all good but the result was same. Both the groups began to stutter. In fact, some even stopped talking!

As the reason for stuttering came in the light now it was their duty to make those children come back to normal.So now while they used to say anything they were appreciated all the time.They thought that by doing this they will regain confidence and everything will be back to normal from where all this started.But this never happened.They were unable to recover from this which made everyone feel guilty!

Everything came so much in the light that they started receiving criticism, almost everywhere!

Case in the Court regarding this began and the result came ...

Those who suffered and were alive were awarded cash, later on, I guess in the year 2007. This case took so much time because there was no eyewitness but somehow the case got solved.

The episode ended but made me feel quite sad. How could anyone just perform such experiments...this episode was very disturbing!

Could not find even a part of that episode on Youtube  >:(
But still Showing you the Trailer...describing what this show is all about :)

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Its gettin' Brainy . . .

It's gettin' Brainy . . .

Discovery Science is back ! :D

Well, I saw this episode in December and had planned to post this on my blog but didn't get much time. But finally, here it is!

This episode of "Dark Twisted Matters" was about Hippocampus. Basically, it is one of the major components of our brain.It controls our memory, let it be short or long!

Well, the episode was about telling the importance of this part of the brain.

Some people use to suffer from brain attacks or say Epilepsy (a better word). It is a common and diverse set of chronic neurological disorders characterized by seizures (disturbed Brain activity). It occurs due to increase in the amount of calcium in the hippocampus. So there was some scientist ( I don't remember his name obviously ! ) he wanted to find the reason behind this. So he figured out that it was all because of the excess amount of calcium in the hippocampus (there were some other reasons too but I remember only this one :) ). He thought of removing this part and wanted to know consequences of doing that. So surgery was done and the part was removed successfully and the person was alive ( I was surprised because it was a major surgery ! ).

Well, surgery was successful but its consequences were dreadful!

The person had lost his short-term memory.He was not able to tell what he had for lunch! He was not able to recognize new people he met since that day.

The scientist was extremely sorry for whatever happened but from this everyone got to know about the role of the hippocampus. That guy was not even able to tell about the past family holidays trips he had enjoyed.
So the conclusion came that this part of the brain deals with the short and long-term memory and solution of stroke is definitely not removing this part of the brain!

Some further experiments had also been performed on him.It is to be said that our brain has two parts, one is declarative and the other one is procedural.
Declaratively is all about the memory stuff that this person had lost.But procedural is all about the movements you perform with your body parts.

A special room has been made for him in which there were no mirrors.It is so because he used to think that his age is still 21 because of his memory loss but the fact was that he was growing old and he had no clue about this.

One experiment was performed on him.

It was that he was given a hand exercise to perform.Scientists knew that his declarative part was damaged but they wanted to know about the procedural one! The first day he performed this exercise, it was to move a pencil in a particular direction (was something like that ! ) he didn't perform it well on the very first day.
Then the second day again the same thing was given to him to do, he performed it better this time and in few days he became an expert!

So it was notified that hippocampus had nothing to do with the brain's procedural part! A person can perform various actions with his parts and that has nothing to do with the memory it all depends on how often he performs them.
For example, we type ... we write... this has nothing to do with hippocampus!

Well that person had suffered from a big loss but in spite of this the whole world learned lots of things and for this, that person is still appreciated!

He died at the age of 83 due to the heart attack I guess.

So this came to the end of the episode!

Part of that Episode available on Youtube :

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